regardless of how weird our personalities can be, whether we're being all menstrual toward or 'molesting' each other on your queen-sized bed, we have a bond that i don't believe many can say they share with anyone really. especially a family member.
growing up together, we weren't always close, but living together for almost a year definitely changed that. and attending high school together made an even bigger difference.
i remember when i first walked into rialto high, i was so negative about it. i constantly complained and would find any excuse to just bring that school down and make myself more miserable. but to be honest, i don't know how i would have survived being a new kid all over again if you hadn't walked in right by my side. and even with my constant complaining, you didn't walk away from me, you simply held my hand through it all without doing anything less, but helping me get through it.
little by little i began to walk on my own all over again. i began to build my semi-social life, and we began to drift apart all over again. for a few un-named reasons, we became angry, and unfortunately wasted about almost a year being angry toward each other. i remember i would tear up looking through old pictures we had taken, which i'm sad to say i can't find anywhere on this computer. we had so many, many great times together. from swimming in your pool in the summer; having barbeques almost every weekend at your house; staying over until odd hours of the night laughing, gossiping, watching movies; and when i moved in we went to charburgers across from school; stayed after school for your cheer practices; homecoming game; wannabe photoshoots on your lawn; watched and played out movies and songs as well; and we just did so many other things, it would fortunately take too long to list.
up until now, i cannot believe how immature we were to have wasted almost a whole year without talking and being angry over something so stupid, but thank God that now, we're okay, possibly better than ever, inseperable all over again, and even closer than before.
i can honestly say that even though we're supposed to be cousins, you are more like the big sister i never had in a different way. we molest each other, share clothes kind of, fix each other's hair, make fun of each other, support one another, respect one other's opinions, don't judge each other, cry together, get mad at each other, beat up on and make fun of andy, but best, most importantly, and most of all, we laugh loud and last together. that's my favorite. no matter what the circumstances, 96% of the time, we remain with the loudest laugh, and even though we have people telling us that we're too loud, we're never too loud for each other.
too many have and will wish for what we have. and that's a friendship that nobody can come through, because, well, for one, we're always going to be blood-related, but two, because we're simply that awesome. we're 'two lone-wolves walking the streets of vegas searching for cocaine and strippers'; we both 'raise our hands because we think our brothers are homos'. and most of all, even though we think we're really different a lot of the time, we're not. we help each other even when we don't know it. i thank God that things got better between us, because i honestly don't know how i would have gotten through these past few months without you. you were part of the reason i didn't fall apart. and i want to say 'thank you' for that. thank you for being there when nobody else was. i think by now you know that i love you, and that i can't wait to have your sex!
Now, we look forward to nothing but sexual sundays, listening and singing along to meg&dia and lights, playing monopoly&clue with rene and andy, and just making more blissful memories with our incestful and pervertive minds. we're growing up so fast and soon, we'll be sitting down like our parents do every sunday watching our kids laugh and molest themselves. i honestly look forward to it, haha (; miss you, love you, and see you soon!<33
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